Coming Soon

The visit home to Michigan happens for my shower and a reunion with some excellent friends!

So I am back from a very busy and needed visit home. I had my bridal shower and my bachelorette party which consisted of a low key comedy club, and some intimate time with my friends. I have never felt emotionally cleansed and something happened this weekend that has truly made me feel emotionally cleansed. I feel like the decisions I'm making are right and that the path I'm on is the path I should be taking.

I've struggled over the past few months mostly because of fear or well I just don't really know why, however for the first time I'm scared to say the word but I feel happy and I feel well right. Right about my life and the decision to get married and raise a family and be common. Common's not so bad. I'm proud I guess to say that who I am and what I'm doing with my life and that's important to me. No more misguiding people, including myself. I misguide myself a lot. For lack of better term the grass is not greener and whats wrong with the green grass I have? I'm looking forward to spending my life with Chad and I'm proud he is my companion for life, soon.

I've also learned who my true friends are the past few weeks. And while I may have several listed on facebook or myspace I love the small group of TRUE friends that I have and that I can let see me! Not to mention the family I've been blessed with and that I can continue to be close with them and be part of their lives as well.

Ok, I'm off my soap box now but my theme for now is that damn, I'm happy!!

Keep posted for the events of the night!