New

I've titled this blog new for many reasons. The first is that I'm new and what I mean by that is I'm trying to be a new me, not that I didn't like or needed to change the old me but it was time for a change. The new me wants to do things for me, wants to remember how special every part of life is, remember that sobriety itself is a wonderful drug! I could go on forever but I think that makes the point.

Other "news" in my life, I live in Texas, I am getting married, I have a new job, and my dad has passed away. WOW so much new. All the new can be very overwhelming and I'm struggling immensely with this which may be the reason for the blog. I've always "journaled" usually in a mad passionate drunken or stoned intensity that was well just hard to explain mostly leaving me too embarrassed to go back and read. Ah to believe is what so passionate and beautiful while writing to find it quite humorous sometimes.

I've met a person that has inspired me in many ways and is part of the reason for the blog, there are people in this world similar to me and I don't have to be alone. The new (theme) me doesn't want to be alone. I've never been alone but I've been alone at the same time if that makes any sense at all?

So to wrap it up this weeks blog is the beginning of the new me. Marriage will be my next topic as I am marrying the most magnificent person on the face of the earth and I'm scared because I don't want to disappoint him and fail him.

Also I can be quite humorous so humorous blogs will follow!

Ok, first blog not bad? I enjoyed.